#or my many other hyperfixs
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the blazing urge to write a multi-chaptered, 100k+ word count, deep and metaphorical and meaningful, poetic book-worthy fanfiction of my current hyperfixation is strong.
one day, i will get my lazy, doom-scrolling ass up and write.
not today though….
#is it obvious that this is about#the outsiders#darry curtis#specifically#or my many other hyperfixs#special interests#and hobbies#maybe one day i will write again#but that requires a lot of preparation and brain-power that my mentally ill and neurodivergent brain cannot handle today#so instead of doubting my abilities#it might just be time to go to bed#im signing off for the night#night folks!
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something about christmas i think?
#team fortress 2#tf2#freak fortress#tf2 freaks#christian brutal sniper#gentlespy#tf2 sniper#era.png#(me talking about my favorite character) i hate him so bad. i want to pelt him with the sharpest rocks i can find. i want him gone /POS#hi ok so i’ve been hyperfixing on freaks :) i draw many other freaks i promise i swear. I Swear#can someone surgically remove him from my brain please. thank yuo#id in alt text forever. thank yiu Again#blood#smoking#i don’t actually think he’s Christian (religiously) i just like drawing crosses#id in alt text
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people always talk about edwin being an older ghost, and he technically is, but he doesn’t have any more experience being a ghost than charles. he was in hell from the moment he died to the night he met charles. he died at 16 and then did not get a chance to go through any growth or learn anything in hell other than torture—he lost those 70+ years. functionally, neither of their afterlives start until they meet, and they have to (get to) learn how to be ghosts and how to exist in this form on earth together every step of the way. anyway, what are you procrastinating right now? i’m procrastinating an essay that was due 4 days ago AND an essay that’s due tomorrow 🤠
#dbd has been bad for my procrastination from the day i first watched it#i have some spins that are worse for my productivity than others and this is a baaaaad one#but it’s the fucking rush from the hyperfixation that only nd people could possibly get#every time i engage with a post or a fic or anything related to the show i get 10 straight shots of dopamine through me#i’m literally in school to become a therapist and i’m like or i can be mentally ill instead of doing my work#good for me (bad for me)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#payneland#painland#paineland#paynland#hate that there are so many spellings of their ship name it’s exhausting all#chedwin#charles x edwin#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#dbda#dbdshow
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claim your “I was a Lewis Pullman fan before Thunderbolts” ticket here! (in case he blows up in popularity any more than he might have after things like TGM and Lessons in Chemistry…)
#tea talks#lewis pullman#top gun#top gun maverick#bob floyd#miles miller#bad times at the el royale#outer range#rhett abbott#mcu#thunderbolts#sentry#sentry thunderbolts#harrison press play#calvin evans lessons in chemistry#owen taylor the starling girl#lefty/righty#major major catch-22#luke the strangers prey at night#(and too many other things for me to list)#I was so obssesed with him right after tgm came out (still kinda am) but prob started hyperfixating on smth else a couple months later#danny ramirez too ugh the man you areeee#monica barbaro my queen#manny jacinto as fritz… my darling you deserved more time ur so pogi#kara wang as halo… also robbed.#AND RAYMOMO. RAYMOND LEE. YALE. UGH.#I’m still mourning can you tell#rip my asian representation ig 😒#atta boy band#the marvel-ification is spreading through the tgm cast (after danny)
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i started another pair of patch pants
#i also found this denim jacket at the thrift store im dyeing black#yeah i start too many projects#but sometimes i get hyperfixated and work on diys nonstop for multiple days#i also wanna make a mini battle vest for my service dog at some point#and i need to remake my backpack since it has my deadname on it#this is like the third new project i just started tho#i love diy so much i would just do it nonstop for ever and ever if i didn’t have other responsibilities#capitalism am i right?#diy#punk patches#patches#punk#punk diy#patch inspo#patch pants
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i think the issue with wanting to create a lil discord is that like ofc i just want aftg friends and for us to talk about our days and be FRIENDS but i also. want to talk about aftg 24/7. i want us to share wips and theories and ocs and thoughts and i just don't know if i'm too insane about it and that's not something anyones ACTUALLY interested in
#like i feel terribly annoying in any other servers#like HEY [AFTG CONTENT] all the time. i fr think about these books 24/7 and i dont know how many other people are willing to be that crazy#about it with me#when i say 24/7 i mean it and i fear ill talk about it far too much and people will realise how annoying i am#its my hyperfixation#my actual special interest#and i need to find some people who are prepared to be annoying with me without judgement#i might just make it anyway and its like#join if u want#but be prepared im gonna be soooooo annoying
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Cognitive dissonance occurs in the mind when a person's thoughts, beliefs or words run contradictory to their actions. Such as, saying “I hate [character] and I'm not going to write anything for them.” while posting fics for them every week or so.
#did you know denial is the first stage of hyperfixation for many people?#it is a commonly observed trait among 98% of burgeoning alhaitham simps#other notable characters that may trigger this phenomenon have a high chance of being either intj/entj/entp/estp#source : me.#thank you for coming to my ted talk :)#harmonysan.txt#genshin impact x reader#honkai star rail x reader#lads x reader#idk other fandoms too
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When the imposter is SUS?!?!?
(and GAY!?!?)
Bonus FlatFake / Fake Paper(?) doodles:
#FlatFake#i replayed mcsm the other day#its times like this where i realize how many tropes my hyperfixations share#anyway romeo was excluded because he ruined his own polycule#so now he polycant#forgot how much i enjoy drawing flatfake#rayman#captain laserhawk#fanart#digital art#captain laserhawk a blood dragon remix#clhabdr#clh fanart#fakeman#clh fakeman#rayplacement#dog man#dog man books#dm fanart#dog man fanart#flat petey#petey the cat#mcsm#minecraft#minecraft story mode#romeo#mcsm romeo#mcsm jesse#mcsm fanart#fakeman x flat petey
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"Welcome to Druskenvald, bitch!"
Also known as "POV you stepped into the wrong dread domain, motherfucker"
It's them! The Edge of Midnight crew have become the maggots that are crawling around my true and utter LoA brainrot.
Spoilers under the cut for an alt version of the pic :D
I couldn't not do the meme
#this took so long#my hyperfixation went brrr#and the total count of sperate layers ended up being over 400#i'm sad that it's over#BUT NOW I CAN WORK ON MY MANY OTHER WIPS#digital art#fanart#edge of midnight#legends of avantris#lethica nightborne#sir marius renathyr#ol' jericho sticks#yorgrim#briggsy kratch#farryn of the hartsblight#art#dnd art#AC art and stuff
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The respect I have for people who have actually been able to read The Odyssey and The Iliad is insane.
I was at the bookstore today buying the newest pjo book and I went to the classics section like “hm maybe I can buy The Iliad and The Odyssey so I can finally read them instead of getting all my information on the plot from video summaries, spark notes, and tumblr” then I grabbed both of them and decided to yk sift through to see if I could actually even read it. I in fact, could NOT read those things. Like the style of English and speaking hurt my brain, I thought the spark notes summaries were brain melting but oh lord the book itself hurt more.
So yeah I did not buy either one and only both wrath of the triple goddess lmao, but I did leave with a lot of respect for the people who have been able to actually read the book because I just can’t
But also if anyone has like a translation of either one that’s easier to read please do recommend and I’ll see if I can get it because I would really like to actually have a copy I can refer to when I need it (a copy I can actually understand that is)
#the odyssey#the illiad#classics#greek mythology#homeric epics#homer#homer buddy i can’t read the translations of your monstrosities#which really sucks because of my current hyperfixation being greek mythology#curse you epic for doing this to me btw#also do not get this post twisted as me not knowing the stories because i do know them#via video summaries and spark notes#and tumblr#which is less reliable at times#so it’s mostly video summaries and spark notes#but i do know the stories#and a lot of other greek myths#fun fact just because i like epic and pjo doesn’t mean i think they’re accurate#weird that some people automatically assume epic and/or pjo fans don’t know actual greek mythology#yeah some don’t#but there are a lot of us that do#we just like the books and the musical because they’re fun#like the pjo books are a really fun read and it’s a fun universe to think abt#and epic is just a really fun retelling of the odyssey#i see so many toxic classics fans get genuinely pissed at the mere mention of any kind of modern take in greek myths/retellings#like i get it being annoying if ppl who actually don’t know the myths/stories try and argue that they’re right#but don’t judge everyone just because of a few people#it makes it harder than it should be to be a fan of both the original stories and modern takes on them#epic the musical#percy jackson and the olympians#wrath of the triple goddess
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oopsie
so the stream was a flop (ill need to solve that problem in the future but that was very weird cuz these settings worked with batdr before and i doubt batdr was easier to stream performance wise) but yall didnt miss out on anything cuz uh
basically in 15 minutes i was done with the part of the. "game". that was. actually kind of looking like one. you know i didn't expect any polish to this, it was free and all. that was the part with gaskette, it was. fine. i did not find it interesting but at least it wasnt what the rest of the game was
but you know what, i get it. finally i get it
they, or maybe just mike, but its released under their company so i will say they,
they hate theorists
they hate dataminers
alright, point taken, i guess
just push away the fans who were the most interested in playing your games, cuz that's smart
it's sad really but oh well have it your way
#i dont know how many 'i cant get out of this hyperfixation no matter what' i have in me#believe me i tried to fixate on something else#idk#that game was just a really upsetting experience honestly and i think that was the point#i could form my thoughts more clearly and critically but why should i do that#ough#its so jover man#tbh#i dont think im gonna check out their next games if thats the attitude theyre showing#maybe i should have stopped engaging with them already but yknow i was hoping itd get better#and i still really do enjoy interacting with other bendy fans#but its just too much man#halfpost#bendy spoilers#whatever
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where have i heard this before..
#this showed up on my pinterest feed lol#is this a sign??#everything reminds me of him 😔#kuusuke has so many complexes is hilarious#im trying to claw my way out of the kuusuke saiki hyperfixation but it keeps pulling me back in#i spam more on this account than i do on any other social#SOMEBODY has to populate the kuusuke saiki hashtag#i swear i need to start a google doc to keep track of every complex and trauma response kuusuke has smh#kusuke saiki#kuusuke saiki#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke
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i miss zukka nation circa 2020
#that was the most insane time of my life i think#i wrote so many fics for them#like i haven’t been able to write that many fics for any other pairing or fandom because it’s just not the same#we all need to sync our hyperfixation again guys come on#zukka
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It's so fucking isolating to hyperfixate for longer than most people do because it feels like after a few weeks everyone else has moved on from it and I'm just getting started. I'm planning out massive projects that will take months while the people around me are laughing and going "pfft, you still like that?" and it just makes me feel. Fucking stupid.
#andiv3r rambles#dunno how to tag this#andiv3r rambles about gravity falls#hyperfixation#hyperfixations#the hyperfixation in question is gravity falls#but this also happened with good omens‚ which i mistook as a special interest due to how long the hyperfixation lasted#has happened so many goddamn times throughout my life#like. i know it sounds weird because it sounds like i want to control what medias other people in my life are into#but y'all it makes me So fucking upset#it's like... who am i supposed to talk to about this now if all my friends aren't as into these things anymore... GAGHGHHH ☹️
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yet another Solavellan playlist: melodic death metal edition!
due to my Agonies I have made this very specific playlist curated to my own tastes, but it's public in case there's any other metalheads out here... to be fair some of these are heavy/doom/gothic metal bands, but the songs all have the right Vibe. If you don't like harsh vocals/growling, you can still enjoy songs 4-8, 13, and 15-20 fyi ;)
Song/story breakdown:
1-2: Solas awakens 3: Discovering the past 4: Dread Wolf's legacy 5: Lavellan reaching out 6-7: Falling in love in a dream 8-9: Solas' guilt 10-11: Relationship ending 12: No more distractions 13-14: Love and regret 15: Duty over self 16: Post-breakup breakdowns 17: Sorrow into resolve 18: Greatest fears 19: After leaving/Lavellan's farewell 20: In another world
#solavellan#solavellan playlist#dragon age#ramblings#dragon age: inquisition#my stuff#playlists#Solas#oh also i discovered the reason i suddenly out of nowhere hyperfixed on Fandom Playlist for what is literally the first time in my life#it was PMS!!!!! the whole time!!!!!! i got my period today and suddenly im Normal again#what the fuck#but anyway! heres this#Spotify#if you’re one of the 3 other metalheads in this fandom i have not already personally sent this to#and you are wondering ‘OP where is the Opeth????’#the answer is i just couldn’t pick one there’s too many. and also that he includes so many modern references actually#kinda pulls out of the immersion#metal music#metal#bang your head
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ive been doing an anatomy study lately to try and actually improve at art and it’s been boring but using tua screengrabs as references has made it much more fun and i’m pretty happy with how the page turned out even if it’s pretty rough so im dropping it here :)
also one point to you if you can guess which photos / scenes these reference !!
(also the little stars mark my favorites)
#fun fact this blog was originally made like a day before i watched the umbrella academy#it was originally going to be a place to document my art progress#because i’ve realized recently that i’m not happy with my drawing abilities lmao#definitely want to improve in many many fields#but alas#the tua hyperfixation took over and now it’s all i really post about#i am seriously the biggest fangirl thought#if i wasn’t focused on tua rn i promsie i’d be reblogging billions of other things. trust 🙏#anywho#i’ve had a lot of fun working on these over the last day#i thought i hated anatomy but studying these references has made it so entertaining#still a lot of work to do though#i guess we’ll see where i go from here!! :)#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#number five#klaus hargreeves#allison hargreeves#diego hargreeves#ben hargreeves#viktor hargreeves#luther hargreeves#my art#am i even allowed to tag it that. it’s so unfinished lmao#my unfinished art#< that works#laur draws stuff
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